Forever

It's so sad when you're ready to hop on the forever train but the ride is already ending. How misinformed we are about ourselves sometimes, how unaware of our personality. Never the less I wish my guardian angel would hit the mute button sometimes when it comes to my anxiety. Regarding alot of episodes that have occurred In my life, I take a lot sometimes. I've been picked apart and left detached. Even though these people try to break me, it's not me I'm worried about it's my mouth that I pray to stay shut and not allow raw opinions to flood out and drown ones confidence. I don't forget the way they try to serve me truths and harsh doses of word lashings. I just continue to breath and enjoy the parts of my day that I can.