Forever fam

It's been a minute since I've blogged but recently life's become a dark unstable roller coaster. Having to place my 50something mother in a rest home broke my heart into a trillion pieces. My family also sits in a billion pieces at this time. I love my family and I hate see them hurt or go through it. My sister on the other hand needs to live her life but at these same time you can't just decide to quit being a mother one day. This whole situation has just lit a fire under my ass to try to get ahead and create stability and happiness not just for myself but for others if possible. Happy birthday to my amazing Holli I love you and it's an honor to share birthdays together.