Merry Wishmast list

And repeat daily

If

If I had a blog post for every time I felt like this I might have sponsors by now. so empty, I wish I could figure out what's wrong with me, as I could see what's wrong with others. The thing is the problem is me. In life there are choices to make I've made mine and I'm the one responsible for the outcome owning that is so hard. It's almost like saying yes I am an adult fuck up.