Forever

It's so sad when you're ready to hop on the forever train but the ride is already ending. How misinformed we are about ourselves sometimes, how unaware of our personality. Never the less I wish my guardian angel would hit the mute button sometimes when it comes to my anxiety. Regarding alot of episodes that have occurred In my life, I take a lot sometimes. I've been picked apart and left detached. Even though these people try to break me, it's not me I'm worried about it's my mouth that I pray to stay shut and not allow raw opinions to flood out and drown ones confidence. I don't forget the way they try to serve me truths and harsh doses of word lashings. I just continue to breath and enjoy the parts of my day that I can.

Anytime anyplace

Interesting photos can be taken anywhere u see an interesting avenue. With any type of camera and any person there is an Opportunity to take a staple image.

Those People

Those people that have healthy balance in their lives. Who are those well rounded people and how do they do it? Why can't I do it? I'm overboard, overdone, over the top. They have a greater success than I ever will and it almost makes me feel as though I should be jealous, but being jealous is so not me. I think it's pointless and irrational. Instead I'll focus on fashion.

Foodlandia

OMGeezy today was great! Thrift storing, pier one window shopping (cause that store is far too posh for me) but the one thing that was not a good move was eating all u can eat sushi (8rolls) and then carls jrs 4hrs later! (3"low carb" burgers sure one of them was turkey but fml why must I continue to be such a classic fat ass! Omg and mind you this dinner happened after watching the 600lb mom documentary. I must have a fukeen death wish. To make matters more pathetic, I lied to my bf about sushi cause we always go together that shit is like fat people infidelity. I'm going to hell or the hospital if I keep this fat girl shit up.