truth

The truth is...

Folks sometimes I don't really know what it is I want. I guess we hold on to our beliefs cuz thats all we have.

Copyright!

So its happend again but it wont be the last time, my work published worldwide without my consent or knowledge. It's worse this time because it was done by someone who at one point I cared for and they pretended to do the same. It's all good though because I have no desire to take this any further but if this ever happens again with this individual I will clock the that shit on overtime. Don't mistake my kindness for ignorance to your fake BULLSHIT.

I think its time

I feel life taking a lil turn in the right direction meaning eating cheap for a few bucks, not buying alot of shit 4 myself unless it costs 50cents. It's carlos's bday in a few weeks and I am determined 2 make it better than last years. Learning it's ok to have lows and they dont need to turn into depression. Since the age of 9 I've been afraid to become over emotional about anything that really matters besides daily bs, basically about the things I cant control in life. Some people tell me I'm to carefree, but what they don't know is that is because after having severe depression at the age of only 9 yrs old and then again at 11 yrs old feeling a deep black hole of nothingness that scares all the hope you have out of you as a child, nothing could ever be that bad and your happy everyday just to have a free mind thats not in it's own prison. So mentally you can say I celebrate everyday without even knowing it. Yes I had no idea what the word depression was, years later I found out even though I had been afraid for years of becoming more aware of menal illness. Even though certain relationships feel as though they have grown into a rusty rod that I have no way of correcting them or turning them into something not ugly, but it's ok they are for a reaon I say. It's easier 2 take what people do on to me rather than endure what I bring upon myself. So my therapys are thrifting, swapmeeting, picking up old delapidated furniture, and most importantly music/taking photos is my biggest relaxation. Today I feel so nice and I have to mention Gem who has inspired me today with good music honestly.

listening to Sufjan Stevens - all delighted people ep

freakcity LA summer street sale

This is the crew u need to meet them

Desire- Mirror Mirror

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Desire - Don't Call