When life feels to fucken real

I worry about people being lonely all the time I worry about my mom being lonely I worry about my dogs and anyone person I come across that may seem lonely empty sad hopeless ect. It's so heavy sometimes to feel this way often. I wonder what exactly it must feel like to be in there shoes and how brave they are to continue to breath and love others day after day. I feel as though my life is to easy and nice. I have no real purpose unlike all the others I've mentioned I mean even my dogs are 2 of the most important people In my life and they hold a great purpose here. Making someone feel completely understood with Just one lick to the cheek is a gift. No I'm not trying to be dramatic here this is real for me. I have the gift of sensing or being intuitive to people's lonely hearts. This is very true. I wish it wasn't most the time even though I know it can be a good thing. It makes my heart extremely heavy. Especially when I don't know how to help sometimes. I cry alot during movies even commercials sometimes. I hate being so sensitive but it's a big part of who I am. It's boring to others or kind of a drag to bring such baggage up. So I pray, it's all I can do. Who knew empty was so heavy. So tonight I pray for anyone who is alone or feels alone to be blessed with a warm blanket like feeling of love and comfort.

2012 is another chance for us

I need to continue the hustle, sometimes I get so scattered I forget what in even trying to get at but I know I'm no matter what my goals are art design And creativity. So I'm ok w not being famous or uber successful. I just want to live comfortably & have financial freedom away from a company that has 0 interest in my direction in life. Build an awesome support system for myself, travel, learn 2 more languages fluently and be healthy.

Monflash favorite photos for 2011

monflash xmas list 2011

i got dreams

i need these or somethiing like them

pier1 imports all day

yes my guilty pleasure, it smells sexy

fendi sunnys or something similar will do : )

mark jacobs bag please

luv aldos neutral and bold colors

othis is a must

i miss this sent

really need a new laptop

I do it to myself

As of this week I have been diagnosed w diabetes. I'm not gonna lie ive been a wrek. I know some might say that its not that big of a deal but to me it means alot of scary things. my dad and 3 granparents had it and they have passed. I am fully responsible for this whole episode I know. I am eating very differently now and attempting to eat healthy. I ve also quit smoking for over a month now. I dont feel like diabetes fits into my lifestyle that i want to live. So I'll just say it has stopped by for a visit and soon enough it will be gone. I dont know why I ate myself into death but something tells me I was being lazy and took the easy way out. Not anymore because its now or never.

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